June 2013
*does that glasses thing characters with glasses do*
idc what anyone says those stupid zodiac things are true
May 2013
i am either about to throw up
eat everything in sight
cry
sleep
or watch more kdramas
- ♈ Aries: Hyperactivity, headaches, impulsivity, recklessness, hostility, frustration, confrontation, restlessness, rapid speech, over thinking, displays of vulnerability and need for reassurance, inability to complete minor tasks
- ♉ Taurus: Reservation; they will dissociate into their own worlds and be untouchable, binge eating, compulsivity (cleaning, organizing, hand washing), silence; anxiety will come in waves for Taurus and be sustained for a long period, sore throat, 'blank' mindedness
- ♊ Gemini: Giggling, restlessness, rapid speech, talkativeness, tremors, hyperactivity, distractibility, racing thoughts, insomnia, inability to stay focused on and complete even minor tasks, loud and more talkative inner monologue, chest/lung discomfort
- ♋ Cancer: Teariness, catastrophized thinking, imagination worst case scenarios, inability to stop distressing thoughts and inner monologue, drifting off/inability to focus, food cravings, isolation but co-current feelings of neediness and reassurance, stomach cramps and nausea
- ♌ Leo: Frustration, hostility, catastrophizing (imagining and living worst case scenarios) martyrdom, impulsivity, binge eating/drinking, they tend to go out of their way to help and do things for other people/keep busy in service, back pain, somatic troubles
- ♍ Virgo: Digestive upset, restlessness, repetitive movements (hair twirling, counting) tremor, rapid thinking, withdrawal into isolated 'bubble', compulsive tasks (cleaning, organizing), need to keep busy and distracted may pace back and forth
- ♎ Libra: Unusual quietness, increased needs for re assurance, stomach upset, restlessness, distractibility, insomnia, negative inner monologue, catastrophized imagination, repetitive hand motions, inability to explain themselves or say they are unwell
- ♏ Scorpio: Increased need for control, hostility, violent frustration (wall kicking, throwing objects), irrationality, increased obsessiveness - they may spend hours and hours focused on one task almost manically, rejection of others though frustration they are not 'there', flashbacks
- ♐ Sagittarius: Increased vocal volume, higher impulsivity, hostility, hyperactivity - they are liable to go out running or try to repress it physically, substance use, rapid thoughts, recklessness, giggling, distractible, back pain
- ♑ Capricorn: Tension, overwhelming feelings of butterflies and nerves inside especially in their stomachs although they remain composed externally. Over thinking and inability to distract themselves from worst case scenario, hostility, isolation, tendency to take on more work shifts or responsibilities
- ♒ Aquarius: Talkativeness, rapid speech, over thinking, restlessness, insomnia, confusion; Aquarians will feel anxious or nervous yet have little insight into why they feel this way or what is causing it, their minds and emotional responses are not connected, back pain
- ♓ Pisces: Teariness, catastrophized thinking, inability to distract or change thought patterns, flashbacks, hysteria, chest discomfort, digestive upset/nausea, irrationality, distressing inner monologue, substance use, increased need for assurance
oh no if I get my iphone right after my contract ends on that wednesday that’s before the physics test and
HOLLA PHYSICS IS ON MONDAY MY CONTRACT ENDS TUESDAY THAT MEANS IPHONE WENDESDAY
god I was so worried I would be distracted before my physics test
Also I’ve decided I don’t really care anymore about certain stuff and it feels super liberating
I’ve never really considered myself a lucky person but now that I think about it I guess Kate is right. I remember once she asked, “Do you consider yourself lucky? I think I’m just a really lucky person,” and she gave me a four leaf clover for good luck for something that I forgot (but it was more like a 3.5 leafed clover but whatever it’s the thought that counts I guess lol). And also once Mirei mentioned, “Things always happen to work out well for you Reina” and I just kinda brushed it off at the time but now that I think about it she’s totally right. I mean I guess people get away with stuff pretty often… is what I used to think but I guess that’s not all there is to it. This is a pretty good time for this link:
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Anyway, I guess I am super lucky. Like I got into the school that I’ve wanted to go to since forever. This is the last year of free tuition. I have a job that’s not retail where I can pretty much do whatever I want as long as I get all my shit done. I kind of sort of know what I want to do with my life and I’m not too bad at it. And things are getting better with the legal stuff. Things are working out little by little. I guess I am pretty damn lucky so I should probably enjoy it more.
And to conclude:
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