fuck my life.
AHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAAH FCK
fckity fck
I IS SAFE! I NO SWEAR :D
lol lol….I hate myself for it now
Well then i am here TOP. I don’t swear. Never have never will bb :D
OH FUCK. A lifetime might not be long enough to fix this.
I came home today at like 12. Midterm early dismissals ftw.
Did some stuff, then went to bed at 1:30pm ish.
SLEPT FOR 7 HOURS.
Why can’t every day be like this? :D
But on the flip side, I still needta do my index cards for Nazarko! :X
LOL. I know, I read it on my dashboard this morning and I was flipping out lol.
spazzing about kpop at the moment.
promise it’ll die down soon.
fucking lazy ass retards.
fuck you all.
go die.
better off without you assholes.
long title. oh well.
So. Today, I got no studying for midterms done. Didn’t really read To Kill A Mockingbird either.
I showered though. It was nice cuz we got a new shower head. detachable. so I like to point the pulsating massage-like knob (that points a relatively strong current of water in a gathered place) on my head after I shampoo. It feels nice. Showers are fun now lol.
Well I just noticed that “I showered though” makes it sound like I don’t shower daily. I do. It just so happens that I showered at a time I usually don’t. Therefore it was an event in my day. Well that says a lot about my life.
So anyway. I was on maplestory for a while today. And I pq-ed (did party quests) with some very nice people. It made me happy. I know how lame that must sound, because I realize it too, but I love meeting friendly people online. And since it’s through maplestory, it’s not some creeper asking for my address. It’s just nice friendly in-game fun. That sounds so pathetic, but it actually like brightened my mood when I was done.
New worry that is currently biting away at my brain: I wonder if I should quit fencing. Like no joke, I SUCK at fencing. Like I have horrible reaction time or reflexes or whatever. Like HORRIBLE. I don’t even know why I play sports, because I probably shouldn’t. It would probably be safer for me lol. I don’t even really like it. So I’m considering talking to the coach, and explaining how this sport REALLY isn’t for me. Like no joke, I completely SUCK at it. Like it’s pathetic. And I know it, and admit it. And I honestly do it for the love of the team, not the sport. But that only goes so long. (Like for field hockey, I sort of hate our team. Not each individual, but as a group, we’re so clique-y. But I’m still set on doing it no matter what cuz I like the sport. Having friends there helps though, obviously.) Right now, I would be completely content at just showing up to the games to be stat girl. Cuz then, I’d still be part of the team, and I’d get to see them at meets and other team gatherings, AND I’d still get credit for a sport, hopefully. I just really don’t know how to bring it up without sounding really stupid, or like an idiot, or really selfish. And plus, who wants to talk to dickwad?
So. It’s 2:34 am right now. And I feel like sleeping. Tomorrow’s the Sunday before midterms, so hopefully I’ll do all my studying for at least the first two days tomorrow.
I really hope I can gather up my resolve to talk to the coaches about it. Because, really, if I had to fence while a lot of people were watching, that’d just be embarrassing.
indeed lol.
I don’t mind my kpop and kdrama crap online. I really don’t care if anyone sees it. But tumblr is slightly different. I actually don’t mind if my friends NOT-IRL see it. But I don’t really want people I know in real life to be able to come upon it so easily. Hence why I hate the layouts that show who you’re following.
Every New Semester:
After First Week:
After Second Week:
Before the Mid-Term Test:
During the Mid-Term Test:
After the Mid-Term Test:
Before the Final Exams:
Once Get to Know the Final Exam Schedule:
7 Days Before the Final Exam:
6 Days Before the Final Exam:
5 Days Before the Final Exam:
4 Days Before the Final Exam:
3 Days Before the Final Exam:
2 Days Before the Final Exam:
1 Day Before the Final Exam:
The Night Before the Final Exam:
1 Hour Before the Final Exam:
During the Final Exam:
Once Walk Out From the Examination Hall:
After the Final Exam, During the Holiday:
I came across this from one of my liked posts. I can’t seem to find the original post. But nonetheless. This definitely needed to be reblogged today.
I just googled my most common internet alias.
SHIT.
I don’t like this.
…
Some observations:
Youtube = Song JoongKi rapefest, and lil bit of kpop.
Twitter = internet life of kpop and kdramas, and friends that I mostly don’t know IRL.
Formspring = kind of abandoned, but basically same as facebook.
Amazon = huh… I had this….?
Livejournal = completely empty, only for viewing other LJs
mangaupdates = LOL. empty. just needed account to view stuff.
and other various kpop and kdrama related site accounts. and maplestory for basil market XD.
and ahh. my translations start coming up.
…
It’s a scary world.
Someone could totally stalk me if they wanted to.
Creepy.
That’s pretty good. I did come here to rant a little bit though. Which I guess isn’t productive, but still.
So. I totally just wanna screw fencing. Actually not really. I sort of just wanna be the stat girl. I love the team (minus dickwad), but don’t really like the sport. Actually, I suck at it. So why bother? If I’m stat girl, I could still chill with the team, watch fencing (which I enjoy), get credit for “doing” a sport, and not have to spend so much time at practice everyday. I don’t mind showing up to meets, as long as I know whether I’m fencing or not. If I’m stat girl, then I know I have a job at every meet.
Since one of our stat girls are now on the team, and she’s probably gonna kick ass with her 검도 skills, we can trade off positions! :D
Although I don’t quite know how I can convey this in a convincing and logical manner to the coaches. Help?
